I feel like throwing in the towel. It's only 1:30 and I have already had a pretty crappy day. My hubby's unemployment check didn't come. I don't have all the rent money. Satellite company put hold on my checking account and now its overdrawn and they claim they can't do anything. Fidget's preschool bus was not running today, it was self transport, they called after I woke her and I couldn't take her. Didn't want to wake minnie me up to do that. I just feel like not doing absolutely anything. Oh hubbys work that he worked at for 4 days was supposed to pay him today. I don't have that either. I am just going to sulk and cry because at this moment If eel I deserve it.
I am the glue that holds this family together...I find every one's missing things or know right where they are even though I know I didn't have them. Why am I to remember all that? I am the one who washes every ones clothes when they need them. I am the one who goes searching in teenage daughters room for clothes at the last minute that you had told her to hang up a week ago. I budget the family household income. I plan the schedules. I play taxi and secretary. I deserve to cry when no one else is there to pick me up when i fall.
Sorry if this is depressing...I just needed to vent.
Oh and Have a Happy Thanksgivign Day tomorrow!