It has been a long time since I have been on here. So much has happened and I am just overwhelmed.
First, We took Fidget out of her crib and started having her sleep in her big girl bed. This has been a fun process. We waited to long to do this but we were enjoying sleep. She wasn't climbing out or anything. (unbelievable). So that transition has been rewarding though. she has been doing great at night but not nap. Today was the first day that she actually took a nap in her bed! It took me an hour but I just kept putting her back in there and didn't give up. I never thought the "experts" would actually have advice that worked. IT DID!!
Second, Nanners had to have foot surgery. The process leading up to this has been grooling. she was so upset about it and had her self so worked up it wasn't funny. Yesterday morning it was all done. They had to do more than they thought so she has a purple cast. She wears that for 2 weeks then a boot for 2 weeks. After that she has physical therapy for about a month or so. She was upset because she may not be able to play soccer until the summer.
My hubby and I have not been doing to good either. We argue over everything...stupid things. We can not seem to meet each other half way. Yesterday I was impressed that we agreed on the height of a stand to put the TV. Is that really making progress? It was something. Then he came home and told me he will not have a job after 2 weeks. You know I am really tired of this. I think that they should just shorten the late night hours that they have instead of getting rid of 3 people. There are other solutions for cutting costs. Now what will my family of 6 do? I am also not receiving any child support because that dummy quit his job. Mine is trying to hang on to his. How does that work?
Well, now I am rambling on.......Sorry. I have made one other observation. I don't like myself or who I have become. I am fat, I don't care about myself anymore. I never use to even get the mail with out making myself pretty. Now I run to the store in my lounge pants, sweatshirt, (no bra) and my big Columbia snow boots. I have to get myself together. I just don't know what to start with first. Oh maybe it would be some sleep!
